Day 16

Sweet 16.

I was so sad for day 16.

I just felt so depressed. But why? I'm the sure the fact that the day before was a horrible failure played a part in my mood, but there was something more to it. I was just having a very low day.

I could barely concentrate on work, and when I had to take my daughter into town for a dentist appointment I just wanted to cry (I did NOT want to leave the house).

My husband offered to take her instead, but I knew I couldn't just stick my head in the dirt. What would she think? Her mom is crazy? He came in with us though, which was nice. At least I didn't have to drive.

I decided to pick up some sushi for dinner while in town thinking that would make everything all better (I adore sushi). That evening I curled up on the couch, played Resonance of Fate for hours, and nibbled on sushi.

I started feeling a little better.

My husband even surprised me with a vase of assorted flowers from the garden. He never does things like that. It was very sweet.

I just wish I didn't eat so much. After entering all my food into my food-tracking app I was over by almost 400 calories. I'll do better today.

I went to bed at 8pm and played Farm Frenzy on my ipad, followed by Innocent Life on my PSVita, and I finished off my evening with reading a few pages of Biting Anorexia.

I got a good nights sleep (I'm finally able to go to sleep without trying for hours on end) and am feeling a little more emotionally stable today.